Maya’s Struggle
As my hands gently worked around her hips and lower abdomen, I could feel the tension in Maya’s pelvic floor—a tightness that seemed to hold more than just muscle. It was as if her body was guarding a secret, something deep down inside.
I used my gentle voice to ask her: What are you feeling?
At first, she whispered “Nothing,”. But then, as i continue to give my energy to her body and allowing the music and peaceful ambience of the room to sync in, I heard soft sobbing. Followed by trembling tears that seemed to come from a place she hadn’t visited in years.
“I feel… empty,” she finally admitted. “Its like I dah hilang sebahagian diri saya.”
Maya’s story unfolded in fragments. Years of putting everyone else’s needs before her own. A sense of shame around her body that she couldn’t quite explain. Her yoni, she realized, had become a place of silence—a part of herself she’d learned to ignore.
But as the massage continued, something shifted. A warmth began to spread through her pelvis, a sensation she later described as “coming home.”
And then… something unexpected happened.
Maya’s Release
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It started as a tiny tingling sensation, a subtle awakening in her lower belly. Maya’s breath deepened, and her body began to move—not in a dramatic way, but in small, involuntary waves bit by bit. Finally I could hear her moaning. It sounded like a long huuuh…huuuh….huuuh… a kind of gentle yet firm exhaling.
She later told me it felt like her body was remembering something it had forgotten.
And then, it happened. A surge of energy rushed through her. “I feel it now,” she whispered with a shy tone. She came. Her reaction was obvious, a long sighh… followed by total relaxation from her entire body.
It wasn’t just physical pleasure—it was a release of emotions she’d been carrying for years. Shame, grief, fear—all of it poured out, leaving her feeling lighter, freer, and more connected to herself than she had in decades.
For her first time experience, she only came once, and signaled to end. As the feeling was too rich for her. Probably she never experienced this kind of sensation before or could it be she experienced it a long time ago.
When the session ended, Maya sat up slowly, her eyes wide with wonder. “I didn’t know my body could feel like this,” she said. But this wasn’t the end of her journey. In fact, it was just the beginning.
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