The danger constant giving and neglecting own thoughts, emotions & pleasure.

Life is about giving & receiving. Some tend to give more, receive less. While some tend to receive more than giving. When You forget to take. You ignore your own thoughts, your feelings, your damn happiness. You think sacrificing yourself makes you strong. It doesn’t. It just makes you empty. And when someone ask you about your feelings, you felt you don’t even know yourself anymore. I’m writing this because I’ve got nowhere else to say it. I post an image that represents all the emotions, maybe some of you can resonate with me. I have been giving so much of my energy to writeups & serving those whom i think they are worth it. By doing so, i thought i will be happy.

My Failures – Nobody likes to share their failures right❓️❓️❓️

What all of you read in my post are just success, success and success. BUT… all of you never see the amount of work i do to prepare to ensure my receivers hv a good time, and some failures. Whenever i failed to give someone a good release after all the preparation and hospitality, it kind of damage me little by little. (These stories i never write it here, i mean, NOBODY will write their own failures.)What are my failures? When someone hv no response, i panic and i lost my flow during massage. I failed to make someone release even though its not the goal of yoni massage, but still it affects me bit by bit. I didn’t give enough energy for some receivers due to exhaustions. I teased and edge someone & did not able to let them release at the end of session

OH…. Why I’m Writing This???

This makes me a human being. Its not for sympathy. Not for advice. Just to say it out loud so it doesn’t rot inside me.I’m done feeling guilty for not being enough. Done pretending I don’t need to take, too.If you’re like me—always giving, never receiving—stop. Just FUCKING stop. You’re allowed to want things. To take up space. To not always be the strong one.